I decided not to look, keep a distance, may be shun it,
But that’s not how it works, it’s an addiction to keep coming back,
Hang in there again and wait to disappear with closing curtain,
No no no
I have to find a way, way without rules, rules can be harmful,
Why I strive so much when I have all I need,
Need is not matter, I am greedy for more,
More which is never less,
Less is no enough, I ain’t concern for today, it’s tomorrow in my list.
List which is endless, endless like desires of wild heart,
I tried again today not to look, not to think how much I want,
Yet it made a comfy room in my head,
Head which is in possession of thoughts,
Thoughts which incurred last time I was looking at,
Will it go away, the urge, the addiction?