“Nobody will hand you over the second chance, you have to earn it.”
You made impulsive decisions 10 years back, you did things which felt comfortable to you irrespective of their anticipation. But I am proud at you, you did what you wanted to do so no regrets. Since you got a second chance in life or shall I say you worked for it. Make the best of it, shape your life so that you wouldn’t need any other chances. Now follow the direction where head and heart in synchronization, you are not suppose to leave either in abandonment. Those who keep advocating ‘follow your heart’ have no idea what it likes when in the end your head makes a joke out of your life. My dear you’ve learned, life is a process which includes choices, decisions, filtering the clutter, prioritizing the satisfaction over comfort, hold your ground be reasonable, make mistakes but be sure to learn from them. Those lessons will ultimately lead you towards ‘second chance’ when there would be no more confusion, you will be focused enough to get where you aim to be.
Find the opportunity or feel the moment when your head and heart in sync, bang on. This is it. Work for it.
P.S: Keep smiling, you are beautiful that way.